My bipolar episode

Murky thoughts swim against the tide Drowning in a dark whirlpool of ideas and illusions What is fantasy when reality is never clear Salty oceans sting the wounds of self destruction While the holy water purifiers my soul Moments of both tangled emotions purge extremes Confused what it all means The mist vaporous energy raises

Denying my feelings

Pulled in two different directions, my heart so heavy So scared to be open Afraid you might reject me Your warmth drew me in and I knew I was in trouble I’m in love with I got scared Consumed with denial about how much I want you to kiss me gently Touch me slowly Feel

Overcome the dissolution

Looking at my desires, unaware of its manifestations Reeping what is sown The heart set on the admirer What unfolds? Desires unfulfilled, pain and hurt consumes Clear the murky cobwebs Spring clean my soul, mind and heart Make way for the gift of abundance from universe Nourishment will hold

Who most needs a miracle

Heaven’s bounty where are you Shine down the rays to light the way A simple gift of love I pray Lessons are forever in abundance Tripping up and falling away There the screams go unheard Pick me up I say Balance my deep inner core Let clarity illuminate Bestow a miracle for this day I