My bipolar episode

Murky thoughts swim against the tide Drowning in a dark whirlpool of ideas and illusions What is fantasy when reality is never clear Salty oceans sting the wounds of self destruction While the holy water purifiers my soul Moments of both tangled emotions purge extremes Confused what it all means The mist vaporous energy raisesContinue reading “My bipolar episode”

Overcome the dissolution

Looking at my desires, unaware of its manifestations Reeping what is sown The heart set on the admirer What unfolds? Desires unfulfilled, pain and hurt consumes Clear the murky cobwebs Spring clean my soul, mind and heart Make way for the gift of abundance from universe Nourishment will hold

The Bipolar Express

I have just spent the last week travelling on The Bipolar Express. The train is fuelled by glorious, premium high octane juice and heads straight to Fuckville. Destination Fuckville is a place where confidence is endless and every idea is a bloody good idea. Where super ego’s party by throwing their energy into good times.Continue reading “The Bipolar Express”

A manic bipolar episode

The last few years I’ve had to face my demons with Bipolar. I have made many changes in my life to combat the rollercoaster of moods. Mainly, regular exercise at the gym, food and diet and no drugs or alcohol except in very small does on very limited occasions. During our first lockdown during warmerContinue reading “A manic bipolar episode”