My bipolar episode

Murky thoughts swim against the tide Drowning in a dark whirlpool of ideas and illusions What is fantasy when reality is never clear Salty oceans sting the wounds of self destruction While the holy water purifiers my soul Moments of both tangled emotions purge extremes Confused what it all means The mist vaporous energy raisesContinue reading “My bipolar episode”

Overcome the dissolution

Looking at my desires, unaware of its manifestations Reeping what is sown The heart set on the admirer What unfolds? Desires unfulfilled, pain and hurt consumes Clear the murky cobwebs Spring clean my soul, mind and heart Make way for the gift of abundance from universe Nourishment will hold

Teen pregnancy and homeless

Today I celebrate my eldest sons birthday, he is 25 years old. I thought the day would feel joyous but instead I reflected and cried. My tears are for all my struggles and adversity that I have faced. It was 25 years ago that I was made homeless, kicked out of the family home forContinue reading “Teen pregnancy and homeless”

What are your triggers?

For the last few weeks my life feels like a dizzy blur of intoxication. I can barely remember what I did last week let alone yesterday. My heart races and vision flickers while a million thoughts consumes my consciousness. Life mimics a marathon on a tread mill that never stops. I suffer from manic andContinue reading “What are your triggers?”