What’s your number?

9EE55F76-87D5-4E4D-8361-49D0217DE916Yes, call me a nymph.

With an insatiable sexual appetite my number of sexual partners is much higher than the average women.  I am in no way ashamed of this, however it’s not something I disclose as promiscuity is frowned upon.  In most societies, especially if you’re a women, you will be labelled in a derogatory manner and I do hate being judged.

So, what’s my number to confession? Somewhere around 120 maybe a little higher.

Mean Girls

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Something I beat myself up about is the shame and embarrassment of being raped.  Having had at least half a dozen experiences of sex being forced on me, like many women, left me feeling worthless and unlovable.  However, one particular instance rocked my world for many reasons.

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Hello and Greetings

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Welcome my friends.  After a rather harrowing  period which saw a downward spiral of suicidal thoughts and self hate I am taking the positive steps to heal. For years I have been suppressing my shame, pain, violence, debauchery,  promiscuity, vices and my fucked up family.  The energy taken to suppress and play normal has had a huge effect on me and I want to be free from the past.  Now ready to release my sins and heal, I thought a fabulous healing process would to be to finally share my inner thoughts and experiences. Over the next one hundred days I will expell one demon at a time…… xoxo