Muse

You presented and surrender to me Knelt down and submitted our gaze gracefully connecting alchemy awakening

My frenemies

A frenemies believes that just because I am happy, calm and positive, I have not and do not struggle with any personal demons. Your judgment and criticism is welcomed, an opportunity for me to reflect. I accept that you choose to shrink when sitting next to me to play the victim hoping to gain sympathy

10 Sins

Had anal sex with my ex-brother inlaw on the stair well of a pub. Had an affair with my sister’s long term partner. Use to taxi over to my ex boyfriend house and have sex with him while his current girlfriend was asleep in the next room. Have lusted for two men in the last

Hello and Greetings

Welcome my friends.  After a rather harrowing  period which saw a downward spiral of suicidal thoughts and self hate I am taking the positive steps to heal. For years I have been suppressing my shame, pain, violence, debauchery,  promiscuity, vices and my fucked up family.  The energy taken to suppress and play normal has had a huge