My frenemies

A frenemies believes that just because I am happy, calm and positive, I have not and do not struggle with any personal demons. Your judgment and criticism is welcomed, an opportunity for me to reflect. I accept that you choose to shrink when sitting next to me to play the victim hoping to gain sympathyContinue reading “My frenemies”

Hello and Greetings

Welcome my friends.  After a rather harrowing  period which saw a downward spiral of suicidal thoughts and self hate I am taking the positive steps to heal. For years I have been suppressing my shame, pain, violence, debauchery,  promiscuity, vices and my fucked up family.  The energy taken to suppress and play normal has had a hugeContinue reading “Hello and Greetings”