Numb

Lockdown got me feeling no feeling. Numb, empty, unseen, unheard. So lonely, so alone, so on my own. Every day is a chore to pass the day. Nobody got time to listen to what I say. Lockdown has me feeling no feeling. So lifeless, so still, so quite. Lockdown got me numb and dark inside.

The invisible hand

A long time ago when I worked in finance and group of my work colleagues and I had a few drinks one night after a hard day. We were all at a new trendy local bar sampling Asian cuisine food and locals wines.  One of the women who attended was a real piece of work

Mean Girls

Something I beat myself up about is the shame and embarrassment of being raped.  Having had at least half a dozen experiences of sex being forced on me, like many women, left me feeling worthless and unlovable.  However, one particular instance rocked my world for many reasons.