Denying my feelings

Pulled in two different directions, my heart so heavy So scared to be open Afraid you might reject me Your warmth drew me in and I knew I was in trouble I’m in love with I got scared Consumed with denial about how much I want you to kiss me gently Touch me slowly Feel

Where is my sensibility?

Sitting in my room, the energy is still with a touch of gloom. Pondering why my bedroom has just me in it with no husband or lover. My marriage has morphed into a passionless friendship. Therefore, I’m immersed with fantasises where someone will want me as their muse, their confidante and paramour. I offer a

An Online Affair

The exoticism and naughty thoughts that trickle from my mind. Tie me up and slap me if you can be so kind. My voiceless lover and I explore the erotic forbidden. Divulging our dark sensual desires laid so hidden. Through words we found an intimate place for fantasy to be born. Let’s pray there is

Numb

Lockdown got me feeling no feeling. Numb, empty, unseen, unheard. So lonely, so alone, so on my own. Every day is a chore to pass the day. Nobody got time to listen to what I say. Lockdown has me feeling no feeling. So lifeless, so still, so quite. Lockdown got me numb and dark inside.