My frenemies

A frenemies believes that just because I am happy, calm and positive, I have not and do not struggle with any personal demons. Your judgment and criticism is welcomed, an opportunity for me to reflect. I accept that you choose to shrink when sitting next to me to play the victim hoping to gain sympathy

10 Sins

Had anal sex with my ex-brother inlaw on the stair well of a pub. Had an affair with my sister’s long term partner. Use to taxi over to my ex boyfriend house and have sex with him while his current girlfriend was asleep in the next room. Have lusted for two men in the last

Teen pregnancy and homeless

Today I celebrate my eldest sons birthday, he is 25 years old. I thought the day would feel joyous but instead I reflected and cried. My tears are for all my struggles and adversity that I have faced. It was 25 years ago that I was made homeless, kicked out of the family home for

When friendships go downhill.

Recently I killed off two friendships and for two very different reasons. We were tight as thieves, catching up every few days for coffee, drinks and a big gossip. At first it felt very sisterhood, supporting each other, laughing together and really bonding. There were endless nights of gin drinking, deep secret sharing and staggered