Pulled in two different directions, my heart so heavy
So scared to be open
Afraid you might reject me
Your warmth drew me in and I knew I was in trouble
I’m in love with
I got scared
Consumed with denial about how much I want you to kiss me gently
Touch me slowly
Feel your skin next to mine
I want to make love, the type of sex that when you’re inside of me it makes me quiver as having you so close to me makes me feel beautiful
I got scared
And started lying to myself and started to deny my needs
I you to look deep into my eyes when you cum