Denying my feelings

Pulled in two different directions, my heart so heavy

So scared to be open

Afraid you might reject me

Your warmth drew me in and I knew I was in trouble

I’m in love with

I got scared

Consumed with denial about how much I want you to kiss me gently

Touch me slowly

Feel your skin next to mine

I want to make love, the type of sex that when you’re inside of me it makes me quiver as having you so close to me makes me feel beautiful

I got scared

And started lying to myself and started to deny my needs

I you to look deep into my eyes when you cum

Published by Sina Iusitini

Important to me = family, adventure, music, freedom, nature and travel........ I spend my time paddle boarding, kayaking, do charity work and am always keen to learn new things with my family. I love working out and daydreaming. I spend most of my time feeling confused and trying to figure shit out. I’m introverted but most people think I’m the opposite. My ambitions are to be a calmer and free.......have endless adventures and interesting days. Most of all I love my family.

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