Dear Lover

Here are the things I want to tell you but I know you won’t care.

Firstly, I did truly adore you. I found you kind, warm and light hearted.

Because of this I was able to open up and also get over my lack of confidence.

I have a loveless marriage and stay for my children.

That’s a big price to pay but my children are my world.

Your last message confused me.

My last video I sent made me vulnerable as it was more intimate showing my face.

Your last message simple made me feel devalued.

I understand you were setting boundaries but the tone was very cold.

Something has changed and my gut is telling me something which I’m yet to understand.

Anyway, I’m hurt and that’s not fun.

Best we call it a day and leave things.

Published by Sina Iusitini

Important to me = family, adventure, music, freedom, nature and travel........ I spend my time paddle boarding, kayaking, do charity work and am always keen to learn new things with my family. I love working out and daydreaming. I spend most of my time feeling confused and trying to figure shit out. I’m introverted but most people think I’m the opposite. My ambitions are to be a calmer and free.......have endless adventures and interesting days. Most of all I love my family.

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